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| Comel gila budak tu. haha. |
Maybe kali ni aku akan cakap pasal luahan yang fail haha, macam pelik je kan tapi taktau kenapa aku nak cakap benda ni. Sebab aku fail kut dalam bab luahkan perasaan dan kalau aku luah orang takkan faham, heh.
Whatsapp -
Aku dah nekad, selagi aku tak cakap bila lagi dia nak tahu kan.
Whatsapp -
Aku dah nekad, selagi aku tak cakap bila lagi dia nak tahu kan.
Arif senyum dengan harapan. Telefon di tangan digenggam rapat, mata laju membukak whatsapp kerana ada agenda yang perlu dilakukan. Tangan laju menaip.
''Syifa, I like you. Aku tanak pendam sori sangat''
Dan lepastu dua bulan Arif tak dapat balasan whatsapp. Dan bulan ketiga tu dia pergi jumpa Syifa.
Arif memulakan bicara.
''Are you hating me?''
''Eh, kenapa cakap cmtu?''
''Tak balas pun message whatsapp. I am sorry for that, aku just takleh pendam''
''Whatsapp eh? aku dah uninstall sebab low storage. Kau cakap apa?''
Har har har ( gelak hambar )
Selesema -
Farhan duduk bertentangan dengan Farhana di sebuah kerusi yang agak empuk. Mereka kawan rapat sejak dari keci lagi.
''Farhana, aku nak cakap sikit ah.'' Farhan memulakan bicara.
''Cakap jelah.'' Farhana menuturkan.
''Kau pernah tak baca buku Syud pasal dua kawan baik tapi salah sorang tu ada perasaan suka kat lagi sorang.''
''Oh, lepastu?'' Farhana mahu mendengar.
''Aku macam dalam buku tu.''
''Hmm?''
''I like you''
Tapi masa Farhan cakap benda tu tiba tiba Farhana bersin. Spoil betul.
''Apa yang kau cakap tadi? Sorry aku bersin.'' Farhana bertanya.
''Errr, tadi aku cakap buku tu best, best kan?''
''Ha'ah best.''
Krik krik krik ( bunyi cengkerik )
Mengantuk -
Aku nak cakap benda ni malam ni jugak.
''Ain, aku nak cakap sikit.''
''Cakap jelah''
''Aku tengah gembira sekarang, kau tau kenapa?'' Aiman tersenyum.
''Tak tahu, esok ah kau cakap Aiman aku mengantuk doh.''
k. aku tak cakap apa-apa lagi.
Tee hee~
Pelik -
''Aidil, kau anggap aku ni siapa''
''Haaaa?''
''Aidil, aku siapa pada kau?''
''Haha, farah kenapa poyo sangat ni.''
Lalu Aidil menumbuk Farah.
''Eh, tak sengaja sorry sangat.''
Kah kah ni merepek.
***
Dan ini dari aku.
Baqiri meletakkan tangannya di kepala, jiwanya bercelaru. Fikirannya berserabut memikirkan dia perlu berkata ataupun tidak. Dia tidak mahu menanggung risiko sekiranya tidak berjaya.
Allah, bantulah aku.
Baqiri memejam mata rapat, mengingati segala memori.
**
''Mengantuk gila kelas tadi.'' Acap mengeluh.
''Haha kau tiap tiap hari mengantuk, tak payah cakap dah tau.'' Baqiri membalas
Dan kebetulan pulak Ana lalu.
''Baqiri, tengok tu.'' Acap menunjuk kepada syifa dengan sengihan panjang.
''Ha ha ha, tak kelakar la. Dia tak suka aku.''
''Cakap jelah kau seronok haha, aku blah dulu.'' Acap ketawa sambil berlari pulang ke rumah.
Siot punya kawan. Gabra ah camni, macam mana ni adehhh. Kenapa la dia boleh lalu sini.
''Eh Baqiri, hai.'' Ana menegur tiba tiba.
''Err, hai.'' Baqiri membalas tersenyum. Haha, bajet comel je aku.
Ana ketawa. Alahai comelnya.
''Jangan ah senyum macam tu.'' Baqiri berkata.
''Eh, kenapa pulak.''
''Ntah, rasa macam comel.'' Hahaha, apa aku cakap ni. Lepas ni mesti dia marah aku lepastu takkan jumpa selama-lamanya, kutlah.
Ana ketawa lagi. Dia mengeluarkan sesuatu dari beg. Sebuah kotak dan diberikan kepada Baqiri. ''Okay, nanti bukak tau, nak pergi dah ni. Assalammu'alaikum.
''Wa'alaikumussalam.'' Eh eh eh, pergi macam tu je. Apa yang kau cuba nak sampaikan ni. Cuba cakap terus terang. Baqiri mebuka kotak itu dan terdapat sehelai kertas. Dia membacanya.
Nanti boleh tak lagi sepuluh tahun awak datang rumah saya dengan mak ayah awak. Saya tunggu tau.
Ana.
Dan Akhirnya Baqiri tersenyum sendiri.
***
Aisy, kena jugak ni. Baqiri berlari laju ke rumah Ana. Dan ternyata Ana sedang menunggu di depan pintu dengan mengenakan tudung berwana merah lembut.
''Lambatnya sampai.'' Ana bertanya.
''Solat istikharah, hehe.''
Ana gelak comel.
''Thanks Allah for all this.'' Baqiri dan Ana berkata serentak.
-Tamat-
Haha jangan tanya kenapa cerita ni pelik, aku taktau kenapa otak blank. Rasa nak hempuk je lappy ni gila gila tapi. Nama dan cerita kat atas takde kaitan dengan aku, cuma rekaan. But im still waiting for one person, one person only.
Tapi ada lirik nak bagi. Bukan nak suruh dengar tapi hayati.
---
"Welcome To My Life"
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place,
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you?
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you're screaming?
No, you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No, you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No, you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was a
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No, you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
''Wheresoever you go, go with all your heart''
k. aku tak cakap apa-apa lagi.
Tee hee~
Pelik -
''Aidil, kau anggap aku ni siapa''
''Haaaa?''
''Aidil, aku siapa pada kau?''
''Haha, farah kenapa poyo sangat ni.''
Lalu Aidil menumbuk Farah.
''Eh, tak sengaja sorry sangat.''
Kah kah ni merepek.
***
Dan ini dari aku.
Baqiri meletakkan tangannya di kepala, jiwanya bercelaru. Fikirannya berserabut memikirkan dia perlu berkata ataupun tidak. Dia tidak mahu menanggung risiko sekiranya tidak berjaya.
Allah, bantulah aku.
Baqiri memejam mata rapat, mengingati segala memori.
**
''Mengantuk gila kelas tadi.'' Acap mengeluh.
''Haha kau tiap tiap hari mengantuk, tak payah cakap dah tau.'' Baqiri membalas
Dan kebetulan pulak Ana lalu.
''Baqiri, tengok tu.'' Acap menunjuk kepada syifa dengan sengihan panjang.
''Ha ha ha, tak kelakar la. Dia tak suka aku.''
''Cakap jelah kau seronok haha, aku blah dulu.'' Acap ketawa sambil berlari pulang ke rumah.
Siot punya kawan. Gabra ah camni, macam mana ni adehhh. Kenapa la dia boleh lalu sini.
''Eh Baqiri, hai.'' Ana menegur tiba tiba.
''Err, hai.'' Baqiri membalas tersenyum. Haha, bajet comel je aku.
Ana ketawa. Alahai comelnya.
''Jangan ah senyum macam tu.'' Baqiri berkata.
''Eh, kenapa pulak.''
''Ntah, rasa macam comel.'' Hahaha, apa aku cakap ni. Lepas ni mesti dia marah aku lepastu takkan jumpa selama-lamanya, kutlah.
Ana ketawa lagi. Dia mengeluarkan sesuatu dari beg. Sebuah kotak dan diberikan kepada Baqiri. ''Okay, nanti bukak tau, nak pergi dah ni. Assalammu'alaikum.
''Wa'alaikumussalam.'' Eh eh eh, pergi macam tu je. Apa yang kau cuba nak sampaikan ni. Cuba cakap terus terang. Baqiri mebuka kotak itu dan terdapat sehelai kertas. Dia membacanya.
Nanti boleh tak lagi sepuluh tahun awak datang rumah saya dengan mak ayah awak. Saya tunggu tau.
Ana.
Dan Akhirnya Baqiri tersenyum sendiri.
***
Aisy, kena jugak ni. Baqiri berlari laju ke rumah Ana. Dan ternyata Ana sedang menunggu di depan pintu dengan mengenakan tudung berwana merah lembut.
''Lambatnya sampai.'' Ana bertanya.
''Solat istikharah, hehe.''
Ana gelak comel.
''Thanks Allah for all this.'' Baqiri dan Ana berkata serentak.
-Tamat-
Haha jangan tanya kenapa cerita ni pelik, aku taktau kenapa otak blank. Rasa nak hempuk je lappy ni gila gila tapi. Nama dan cerita kat atas takde kaitan dengan aku, cuma rekaan. But im still waiting for one person, one person only.
Tapi ada lirik nak bagi. Bukan nak suruh dengar tapi hayati.
---
"Welcome To My Life"
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place,
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you?
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you're screaming?
No, you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No, you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No, you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was a
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No, you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
''Wheresoever you go, go with all your heart''
